23 aug 2009
IT is the day that i felt i am really useless,bad n disrespectful to eu. eu tried to be nice to me,bt i show my anger to eu. i dunno wats happening to me wen it suddenly happen like tat to me. i didnt mean to do tat, bt cz of my big headed, i shouted at eu on the fone. its all my fault. im the one who spoil the day as we have planned to break our fast outside together. bt bcz of me,everything has been ruined. im so stubborn for nt listening to eu. i alighted at eunos n hoping that eu will call me to break the fast together but instead i was alone at the mrt stn drinking plain water only.. no appetite to eat wen eu did this to me. ard 740,eu kol me and asked me where i am..again, out of a sudden, i shouted at eu.. i shouldnt say tat bt try to be calm. why am i so stupid? wats wrong wif my attitude? why do i have this kind of attitude? i didnt asked for it. bcz of attitude,i lost the precious thing in my life. the one that has shower me wif all his great love,care n concern.as me,i didnt realize it..he's given me everything wat i want.he didn't even give up to give wat i want.he didnt! OH god,i wonder if i'll ever change my ways to get eu back. bt hoping is nt a good idea. he will nvr turn to me n chnge his mind.